So I am here at work. It is dead as hell now. I have so much trouble trying to make multiple people happy when they both want opposites. I know it can work, I just don’t know how. I try to work harder myself to make them happy, but in the end, it only works half-assed in my favor. I got ahead on break charts. *shrug* I came to work early, 3 hours early. I keep doing stupid stuff like that. I read the schedule wrong, or actually next week’s schedule. Doing all these break charts a week in advance is really messing me up I think. Well, I didn’t want to spend the time to drive home. I knew if did that, I would just sit on the computer and do stuff that wouldn’t be productive but niether would it be relaxing. Instead, I went over to borders, picked up Twilight and started reading it where I left off from my hospital trip with my sister on Thursday. I read 100 pages in 2 and a half hours. I was relaxing to me I think. This time, yes I do want to finish it. I want to be reading it right now, but I don’t want to rush anything either. I want to exhaust the book, know all the meanings, look up words I don’t know. I want to really analyze it.
I think everything was good up until Kelly got on my nerves. I know she was right, but just the way she said it made me feel like shit. It made me look stupid. She has a way with that and I hate it. I let it get to me, so that ruined the night for me I think. If she would have said it in an informational way, it would have been okay I think. oh well.
Right now I am listening to “Pink Floyd – Animals – Dogs.” The lyrics below is the part I like the best. The way it is all said and the sound of it all. I just like it a lot.
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Who was born in a house full of pain
Who was trained not to spit in the fan
Who was told what to do by the man
Who was broken by trained personnel
Who was fitted with collar and chain
Who was given a pat on the back
Who was breaking away from the pack
Who was only a stranger at home