pliSkiNAKE

I can’t say what I want to say because I know I shouldn’t. It would be bad to say it. It might even undo things that took a long time to fix to begin with. I am even having a hard time NOT saying it, so as to not ruin it. It is one of those things you really want to say just for the fact that it is out of YOUR system and that someone else knows it. What I don’t know is what type of response I would really want anyway. So saying it would really put me on the spot, thinking, “wait, what type of answer do I really want?” Even if I did think of something, would it really help in the long run? Or would it be more of a short term gratification if you would? For the most part (and I mean most of the time) I am always chosing answers that help me in the long run. So why would I ever want someting so bad when everyway I think of it, it only helps me short term, or “satisfies” me NOW and not LATER? I guess this all means NOTHING to ANYONE unless they know how I think, and what I am thinking about, and what I usually think about. Yet I still keep typing it hoping someone could decode this…this “nonsense.” And then, if they could, it might undo what took a long time to fix to begin with…*unsatisfied look**locks computer, turns off monitor and light, and snuggles next to Biger*

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