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I really wish I would have brough my book that I write in to Germany. I had a bunch of things to write in there. I ended up writing some of them in a binder but it isn’t safe there. I think I need to spend some time and write in it again…very very very soon. Getting stuff out of my head would be good, even if no one listens. I did have a LOT of fun in Germany, especially towards the end of the week and at night. Having someone hang out with me ment a lot to me. :-)
I will have pictures up soon hopefully. I just went through them and have chosen which ones to put up on the Willow picture server. I will put others up on here shortly.

Adrenaline pumping, exhausted, tired, eyes bloodshot…yeah…that is me for the past 3 days including today. Two more days of this as well. I am so tired. In the past 3 days I have only got 5 hours of sleep each day (give or take). And the day before that it was 6 hours of sleep. Other than that, the other 19 hours has been setting stuff up: lifting, tightening, taping, aiming, pulling, pushing, analizing, etc. This is the first time that I have really had time to get onto my computer, let alone the internet. I don’t think I will have pictures up anytime ON the trip, but when I get back, I will put some up. Ugg…complaining again: my feet hurt, arms and leg muscles ach. That feeling you get in your gums after flossing….yeah that too.

I tried calling two friends from work while here but I haven’t gotten to talk to either of them really. :-( dissapointing….I wanted to talk to someone I have known for longer than 3 days. I will try again tomorrow morning…which is abour 10pm Chicago time. Until then…

FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT LAWN MOWER!!!! I was trying to start my lawn mower for over 2 hours in the cold today: never started. I did manage to dent multiple things in the process though, and take nails out of wood next to the fire pit. I am very aggravated to the point of bad things happening. If I don’t type it out here, I will take it out on something else that I shouldn’t. I hope no one tries to talk to me for the next few hours.

In other news, Germany on Saturday. I still have to pack, and buy a few things. I need to update my iPod as well and am having a hard time making playlists. I am so used to just playing albums all the way through. *shrug*

Okay, well it still sorta stands. Tonight there will be about 9 people or so showing up from the cast to try and perform parts. No props or anything will be used. I gave them my lighting stuff to use because 2 people will be there doing lights, one being a lighting crew member. Again, most people don’t know, don’t understand, or can’t understand what all the drama/info/behind the scenes opinions and such are all about so it doesn’t make sense to people. It is just going to be really interesting I think. I think a lot is all drama. I feel rocky horror is fun. Yeah, there is a hard core cast behind a lot of it, but when it gets to the point that it isn’t even fun anymore (even if it is work), I am not going to try and cause all this drama, headach, and stress over it. No I won’t give it up completely, but I sure as hell won’t try and fight with some other management about it. We have been to other theatres before, why think that this will be the last? We will find another. Simple as that. On a side note…..Biger is snugglie. :-D

yeah yeah, I know. The picture page thing isn’t working properly. I need to either find a better gallery, or just not put them in there. I will do something after my midterm on Friday.

Shit be going down for rocky horror, dunno what is going to happen yet though. Won’t know till after the Friday night show.

Germany in a week and 3 days. I am not ready, stressed from work/school, and never get enough sleep anymore.

I’m bitching, I’m bitching, I’m bitching….yes I know, fully aware (or maybe just complaining). Stuff always works out in the end doesn’t it…or at least it passes by. –> School

I went to the MAM. I am so glad I did too. It was AWESOME! I took a lot of pictures that I will try and put up tonight or tomorrow or something. I was trying to study for Humanities, but I forgot my textbook at home, and some of my notes just don’t make sense. I will try again later *shrug*. My iPod doesn’t work well in my car, which sucks, not a complete loss though.

The WFM in Milwaukee is very different (of course). The registers suck, the TMs don’t know the Whole Foods way and I have to explain it, but in a “not mean, order like” manner. It is okay though. I am making the best of it. I saw Bob from bakery, Nicholi from Seafood, and that girl he seems to always be with (who also works at WFM, seafood as well I think), and Bob O.!!!! good old Bob O. He is awesome. Anyway, till later…walking out around by myself because I don’t know how to make friends here. heh

My head hurts a lot. I am stressed out. Today we had our supervisor inerviews at Whole Foods. As much as it seems like an easy day, interviews aren’t. I myself thought it would be an easy day. There is just a lot of thought that goes into it. Every interview you really have to think about what they are saying, listen so much, put together what you already know about them and then think about what they are saying right then. Lots of writing too. In the end, we could only pick two of them, (actually there are a few options but that is beside the point, because those usually don’t happen). Someone is not going to be a happy camper. Also, I know all of them. I wouldn’t say they are close friends or anything. I can’t give any details on who got the position yet, even though they are probably already told by now. Anyone reading this though (which is probably no one) won’t know them anyway. Back to my headach. I have a lot of homework as well. It just hurts looking at a computer screen like I am now. I have to wake up tomorrow to do the last finishing touches on the paper I have. I barely had any food again today. It is starting to be a trend; imagine that. I feel that I am being so neglecting to my stomach. I need another 3 or 5 hours in a day. Being busy sucks. I want to releave my stress but don’t know how. Life shouldn’t be this sucky right now.