Archive for the Hopeful Category

Am I setting myself up for disappointment? I hope not. I don’t think I am. I just have to keep in mind what I already know is going to happen in the end. If I know what is going to happen then, and I know that now, I can’t be disappointed in the end. I do believe it is helping me proceed further and beyond what was holding me back. I don’t even feel out of place anymore. I am able to get close. Yeah, none of this is going to make sense to anyone but me (and maybe one other person). Why am I typing this?

Store opens in less than a week. It is coming up soon. Registered for classes today at Columbia College. Maybe (hopefully) hanging out with Beth Friday. Movie? Hell yeah!

Okay, after only being sick for what…3 days? I am guessing that was it. Nothing more. If I had either of the things that they tested me for I would still be feeling the symptoms. I feel none of them now for over two days. If I feel something tomorrow at all then I will just delete this post but otherwise, yeah forget the quarantine I have put up around myself to shield everyone else. I am done with that.

Well, since I feel alright (probably from the meds) I am going to go to work for a little bit. I was looking forward to today but it won’t be exciting anymore, unless I get a phone call asking where I am and if I am going to pick them up. Then I will leave right away (because I can) and pick them up. But depending on the time of day it will still take me at least an hour to get there. Especially leaving around 6pm. Or maybe Friday…no, friday won’t work, they are busy…Harry Potter Movie I believe. I should leave for work now though. Let’s see what happens in 6 hours…