pliSkiNAKE

After production today I saw Chelsea there. It has been a while since I have seen her. Only sometimes when I go do Shelton’s job up at South Barrington do I get to see her. It reminded me of old times when she would be there every Thursday and Sunday morning, brightening up the day for people. I miss her, she was so cool. I also Miss Bill. I was trying to keep in touch with him, have lunch every so often but it stopped happening. I will try and email him in the next few days. Maybe we can still have lunch, or dinner or something soon. I want us to catch up on a few things…okay a lot of things. *sigh* Good times gone by.

Well, I got bored. I have lots of stuff that needs to be done but don’t know where to start or what is most important. I started doing some picture organizing/transftering and then while doing that I got out my camera. I started taking pictures, then I got an idea. It was a good idea in my head, however, it didn’t turn out as good as I hoped. A lot of those ideas I have for pictures really turn into videos; short videos that would only be 3 seconds long and the videos themselves are acutally only multiple pictures put together but still. I couldn’t bring across what I wanted to show without it moving in some way. Anyway, this is what I got out of what I took.

I wanted to start with a picture of me at my computer, nothing on my desk, nothing in my hands. Then turn into me doing one of the many things. Then after that, the thing would be sitting on my desk while I started another project, etc etc. Continuing until my desk is full of stuff and me getting overwhelmed and shutting down.

Well all that would involve a little bit of transparency change while looking at the picture; a slow desolve even. GIF images that move are just not for me. They look too abnormal when on a webpage so I decided against it. Instead I just took about 4 to 5 pictures out of the bunch, changed the transparency, choose what should be on top and what should be on bottom, then saved it. Didn’t take too long yet I need to go to bed soon so I wanted to end it. I know if I said “I will finish this tomorrow” that it would never get done so here it is.

Friday was pretty awesome. Party over at Jessie and Brian’s for Naki and Brian’s birthday. Lots of rocky people there, Beth, Naki’s sister was there also. I decided to crash over there for the night. There was of course alcohol, a keg, food, music, and bad weird anime almost porn. I think every rocky party includes bad weird anime something. A lot of us found it quite funny. It was just weird. I brought my camera so I was recording some of the night. Jessie is of course nice enough to make sure I had a place in the house to stay for the night, as opposed to the floor. Barry was cool to let me crash on the other bed in the basement. There were some people up quite late. I crashed around 4:40 or so. Only because I was up for work Friday morning at 4:30 otherwise I would have been able to stay up later. Maybe I will post some pictures, but maybe not.

The word of the day is myriad.
myr·i·ad [mir-ee-uhd]
–noun 1. a very great or indefinitely great number of persons or things.
2. ten thousand.

–adjective 3. of an indefinitely great number; innumerable: the myriad stars of a summer night.
4. having innumerable phases, aspects, variations, etc.: the myriad mind of Shakespeare.
5. ten thousand.

This word, brought to you by the letter 3.

Fucking bullshit ass cunt whore dick!!!!! I fucking HATE trains!

Am I setting myself up for disappointment? I hope not. I don’t think I am. I just have to keep in mind what I already know is going to happen in the end. If I know what is going to happen then, and I know that now, I can’t be disappointed in the end. I do believe it is helping me proceed further and beyond what was holding me back. I don’t even feel out of place anymore. I am able to get close. Yeah, none of this is going to make sense to anyone but me (and maybe one other person). Why am I typing this?

Store opens in less than a week. It is coming up soon. Registered for classes today at Columbia College. Maybe (hopefully) hanging out with Beth Friday. Movie? Hell yeah!

Okay, after only being sick for what…3 days? I am guessing that was it. Nothing more. If I had either of the things that they tested me for I would still be feeling the symptoms. I feel none of them now for over two days. If I feel something tomorrow at all then I will just delete this post but otherwise, yeah forget the quarantine I have put up around myself to shield everyone else. I am done with that.

Well, since I feel alright (probably from the meds) I am going to go to work for a little bit. I was looking forward to today but it won’t be exciting anymore, unless I get a phone call asking where I am and if I am going to pick them up. Then I will leave right away (because I can) and pick them up. But depending on the time of day it will still take me at least an hour to get there. Especially leaving around 6pm. Or maybe Friday…no, friday won’t work, they are busy…Harry Potter Movie I believe. I should leave for work now though. Let’s see what happens in 6 hours…

All I want to do is watch a movie with someone, specifically SOMEONE, but I can’t even do that. I am contagious. Dammit, fuck that shit. It is a movie, A MOVIE. I just want to do that. I guess I will have to wait till closer to the weekend. The second I know I am not contagious I am giving a certain someone a call. Well I will probably talk to them before that too. hehe…(<- no, that last hehe was not me being happy)

I wish I would have updated a few weeks ago when I wanted to. I don’t even know what I wanted to post about back then. I had a good 4th of July. I got to hang out with Beth finally, yay. Knowing me and my shyness I didn’t feel nervous at all. I was quite relaxed and just not tense. I really enjoyed myself. We talked about movies for a while and then watched Mirrormask. Saw some fireworks and stuff. I wish I would have pushed for this months ago. It has been a while since I have made some friends. She is leaving in 43 days I believe. That is too soon. I hope she does well at school though. I guess I will post more later. I decided to go to work today instead of Sunday. Maybe that will create more time to hang out…